Thursday, November 7, 2013
one day.....maybe...I just might want this thing!
I'm training for st Jude again and once again I can understand why I need to lose weight. I know I need to and I want to, I guess, but if there is anything such as willpower, then I have none. 😞
I started back to OA meetings again. Then, first thing this morning the kitchen at work is full of temptations! I can't get around them! They are everywhere! Once again I have to ask myself, how bad do I want it??? Obviously not bad enough!
So today I am starting back with no diet cokes, eating healthier, more water etc.
I saw this once-if you're tired of starting over, then stop quitting. That is my life in a nutshell! I start out good and it only lasts a little while.
I am hoping my blogging again, talking to others, meetings, working 12 steps etc will stick this time. I am hoping one day I will want to be healthy and a normal weight more than I want that chocolate ______fill in the blank!
Have a blessed day friends. 😄