Today started out a good day but ended up pretty much as it has been by nightfall. I did good until I came home and found the left over pizza in the fridge. I knew not to eat it but I did it anyway. I get so mad at myself these days.
I have committed to writing everything down that I eat but when I overeat I just say, "the heck with it" and just don't write any more of it down. I feel like just putting a total of 1 billion calories and call it a day!!!!!!
EXERCISE TODAY: None to speak of. I have good intentions but don't quite make it; at least I haven't in a few weeks. This half marathon coming up on April 6th is going to KICK MY BEHIND!!!
But I can always walk it if I have too. The idea is to just finish!!! And finish I will!
Make it a great day friends.
Betty
LOSING IT - WEIGHT THAT IS!! The ramblings of a 59 year old former addict, compulsive overeater, and former runner who is striving to become healthy despite my numerous illnesses including fibromyalgia, osteoarthritis, pernicious anemia, anxiety, depression and chronic fatigue. I would love to have you join me on my adventure!
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Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Good days and bad and I'm not perfect.
Hey everybody! I had a not so good weekend but back on tract today. I ate out Sat. night and had meatballs and spaghetti AND dessert! The biggest problem with eating out for me is the sodium content! I can “gain” 5 pounds from eating out 1 time. I know it is just water weight from the sodium so I don’t let it get me down. And generally when I am not eating right, I am also not drinking enough water. I have found that water is a wonderful thing (even though I still don’t like it). If I drink a big glass before I eat, I will eat less. It makes me feel full. It also helps me with the swelling that I have from the too much sodium I usually get. I would love to say I drink around 8-10 glasses a day but that is not true. I generally do better during the week while at work. I have started drinking water when I eat out instead of a diet coke. I had a diet coke the other day, the first one in a long time, and it did not even taste good! I can’t say that I love water yet but I am learning to “like” it. Crystal Light has become my new BFF. I do drink a lot of crystal light! So that is better than no water at all. Not long ago the only water that touched my mouth was when I brushed my teeth.
I have not been able to blog every day. My life is just not that interesting. But I saw a picture that made me want to come here and blog today:
Thanks Motive Weight Website for the pic today!!
I know that writing about my good days and bad days are helpful. I have diaries from way back that I have written in. It is interesting to go back and read them. One thing I need is accountability!! Knowing that people may read this blog helps me to stay honest. I only want to inspire others and hopefully I am able to do that. I know that my writing about the good AND bad will help others because we all have bad days. Every day is not good!
When I read about someone else’s day it helps me to realize that all is not lost. So I may have had a bad day! Just pick up and carry on. It’s not the end of the world. There used to be a time when a setback would keep me down and I would use that as an excuse to give up and succumb to the compulsive overeating monster!!! I would continue on that downward spiral until I had gained back all the weight PLUS some! Then would come the self-hatred and the loathing of myself, the depression and the negative self-talk. Today I don’t do that. I have become a much more positive person. I have realized that I am not and never will be perfect. I have also come to realize that I am not a quitter and having a bad day now and then will not stop me from reaching my goal. It may just take me longer but I WILL get there.
Yesterday was a good day. After the “not so good” weekend I picked back up yesterday with good eating habits and lots of water etc. Doing the things I know I should be doing. I worked out at the park with my friends and trainer. We ran/walked 3+ miles. It was nice. The weather was not too terribly hot as it was cloudy. At times there was a nice breeze blowing. It is so much fun to work out with friends and to be able to encourage them and have them encourage me. Before I know it, the time has past, the miles are done and we are finished! I have a hard time working out by myself. I will do it but it is so much more enjoyable to work out with friends.
Well, I guess I have rattled on enough for today. Oh….my Fitbit stats last week – pretty impressive. I forgot my Fitbit yesterday morning so my step count will be low for Monday but that’s ok. I know I was moving!
Week of June 11 – June 17
STEPS
Total: 56,655
Daily average steps: 8,094
Weekly best: 12, 920 steps
DISTANCE
Total distance: 24.05 miles
Daily average: 3.44
Weekly best: 5.33
FLOORS
Total floors climbed: 12
Daily average: 2
Weekly best: 11
CALORIES
Total calories burned: 13,949
Daily average: 1,993
Weekly best: 2,172
CALORIES IN VS OUT
Total in vs out: -3,001
Calories burned: 13,949
Calories eaten: 7,448 (this is not totally correct as some days I did not log ALL my food on My Fitness Pal , which is a great website for keeping tract of calories by the way).
WEIGHT
Lightest weight: 195.8
Heaviest weight: 196.4
Weight change: - 0.6 pounds
Most active day was Monday
Least active day was Sunday (looks like I need to move more on Sunday!!)
And this morning I started out with a 1 mile run on the home treadmill! Yea me!!! Have to pat myself on the back because I am NOT a morning person!!!
MAKE it a great day friends!!
~ Betty ~
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